assalamualaikum bloggy... hmm dah lama xjenguk... i'm so sorry... nan jongmal bakpa... class n praktikum ttaemune... in addition, my house probs... mane taknye, kejap rosak sane, bocor sini, tampal sinun... huhu... mcm2 hal... tapi alhamdulillah sume settle dah...
but, my prob still not settle yet... tmbh satu masalah baru yang memang aku xprnah hadapi seumur hidup aku... hukhukhukhukamak... (style nih aku tiru dr 1 blog yg aku follow... ngeh3...) masalah kali ni, tersangat berat bagi aku... ntah macam mane boleh aku terlibat dalam masalah nih, aku pn xtau...
n now, it's bigger than b4... lau sebelum nih, aku hanya tinggal kn rumah sewa aku just for couple of months (because of my practicum) but now maybe it's for forever, youngwonhi...
terkejut x bloggy??? haa... lappy, empy n handy pun terkejut... bkn lagi terkejut beruk, siap terkejut king kong lg especially handy... yelah, ia terlibat scara langsung... jadi alat penghubung antara aku n dia yg mental disorder tuh...
hmmm... byk pndpt yg aku dpat drpd mslh aku nih... ade yg suh aku move out je from tht house, ade lak yg suh aku face to face dlu dgan si mental disorder... lau ikt parents aku lak, move out jer... moreover, mmg ade rumah yg kosong area situ... housemates aku pn dah stuju...
but, ape2 pn kene tgu hbs praktikum ni dlu... i got 3 months including these months of practicum to move out... tht's mean i have until hari raya... lau ikt kn hati aku nih bloggy, hjung blan ni gak aku nk move out... but, what can i do... i'm here, far away from tht house to packing my things and in addition i'm in my practicum...
hmmm... hidup aku semester ni, full of hard memories bloggy... from my 1st week, until now... what i got were hard tragedies... it's rip my heart, especially this prob... nae maeumi nomu appayo... jongmal appa... huhuhuhutang...
alhamdulillah kwan2 aku fham n menyebelahi aku... n that mental disorder couple mmg salah jelas ketara, terang nyata... bak kata nae chihan chingu, "aku sokong ko bkn sbab ko kwan aku, tapi memang sbab bkan salah ko." komawoyo, shahira ramli...
n ade ayat yang nae chihan chingu bagi that makes me moved...
1 day, the villagers decided to pray 4 rain. on the day of prayer, everyone gathered and only 1 boy came with an umbrella.
THAT'S CONFIDENCE...
when u throw a baby in the air, he laughs because he knows u'll catch him. THAT'S TRUST...
every night, we go to bed but we're not sure that we'll wake up tomorrow. but we still have many plans 4 the coming day.
THAT'S HOPE...
so, be a strong muslim that have CONFIDENCE, TRUST in Allah and never lose HOPE...
jongmal komawo, shahira... and all my friends that support me... n my lappy, empy n bloggy... huhuhuhuruf... doakn aku supaya tabah menghadapi ranjau hidup kali ni... supaya aku xhilang arah dengan keadaan hati yang susah di samping jiwa parah dengan msalah...
hmmm... ok lah bloggy... aku nk kene tido dh ni... esok, 7.10 dah kene ade kt skolah coz dh strt assembly... i hope that this practicum will give me more new experience such as my new prob (tht mental disorder couple) in my life... hehehe... ok, annyong... salam...
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